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JIM WARREN

A Passer-by

3/31/2021

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Today we heard the Stations of the Cross , and this is Holy Week. I, and everyone I know, has had to carry a cross at some time in their life. Therefore there is nothing unique in my view about the carrying of the cross. The only thing that might be unusual about it is that someone may think it is unfair that they, or someone they love , must carry it.
         Sometimes I have been a bystander and watched the struggle, I confess, thinking "I;m glad it's not me, or by the grace of God it's not me."  Sometimes I am impelled to carry the cross with them, but if you practice Medicine it can be part of the job and it's not the same, or at least it does not seem the same. It's  convenient to have a role.
        A bystander or passer-by in Jerusalem, Simon of Cyrene was minding his own business at the time a parade of convicts went by and because Jesus who was with them and had been roughed up badly beforehand,  he was falling down carrying the cross  So Simon was co-opted by the guards to help  carry the cross.
        Matthew says,  "As they went out, they came across a man of Cyrene, Simon by name;  this man they compelled to carry his cross."
         Mark says,  "And they compelled a passer-by, Simon of Cyrene, who was coming in from the country, the father of Alexander and Rufus, to carry his cross. "
         Luke says,  "And as they led him away, they seized one Simon of Cyrene, who was coming in from the country, and laid on him the cross to carry it behind Jesus. "
         We don't know what happened to Simon of Cyrene after he carried the cross, having by the grace of God carried the instrument of crucifixion,  probably unwillingly.  It's a human thing. The Centurians were tough and in charge and the crowds passionate and pushy. We are all short of time and have our own stuff to do. And what can I really do? What difference can I really make?  It's really too bad but I am only just one of many.
       Simon of Cyrene was not one of many.  We hear no more of him.  But then, I can imagine.  Time and event have thrust him forever, willing or not, into the warp and weave of God and Man
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Long Pants

3/27/2021

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I was the last kid in my age group to get rid of short pants and allowed to quit Sunday School, by my mother. In Kindersley, the prairie town we lived in.  I had to wear short pants in the summer and what was called breecks in the winter. I believed that my secular and spiritual bondage had interfered with my coming of age and failure to thrive, though it wouldn't exactly have been put in those words. I just wanted long pants and to avoid Sunday School and the horrible girls. The only other boy was my younger brother so that didn't count.
      I argued that since I had agreed to confirmation, I might give God and Jesus a try one day.  I stressed might. I could usefully argue my case with her since my father was not going to church at that time. She also gave up on the short pants too because my knees were always dirty and hardly ever got washed. When I think of it now, I would have grieved if my children would have become too cool too soon in life and I thank God for my mother.
        Finally baseball Sunday morning, ball glove and long pants. So lucky at the coming of age. It took me longer to realize it wasn't me ;  it was mini-me.; it was good then and it's good now. My mother was right all along. I finally gave lucky Jesus a chance and I still get to wear long pants.
     
    

      
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Murder

3/25/2021

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Years ago on a cold blustery winter evenings we dined with family friends  and relations and played Murder. Sitting around the living room, ten or twelve adults and teenagers in a ring facing one another; a single card was dealt to each and if it was the Queen of Spades that person was the murderer. The assassin murdered as many as they could by way of a wink. If anyone caught the wink in action the murderer was revealed.  If you were winked at directly  you were dead and the dying process was usually  theatrical especially with the children whose gyrotechnics and groans were on full display.
     The skillfull murderer had perfected the wink, dropping the eyelid without screwing up the face or nodding the head and waited their chance without rush, so the tension grew with every minute and panic became restive. I suppose we could have played Charades as well, though most of us were older and post-prandial exercise would have brought on indigestion. It was better and more restful to wink and die or kill. This activity was always  performed with those we knew well but I am sure it would have been a great game as a mixer as well as were Charades. Simple pleasures, being silly, digging deep to willy-nilly.
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March 17  St Patrick's Day

3/16/2021

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   I wrote this 10 years ago today. St Patrick's day is tomorrow. Memory, how it lingers.  I was buzzed by the bumblebee then. As well the pianist and I counted fourteen seals in the harbor waiting for the spawning herring.Four lazy swimmers and ten treading water, sharp little snouts up in the air skyward sniffing the breeze for the return of their prey.  The Bufflehead ducks are weaving in and out of the waiting seals, taking the small minnows that the seals ignore.
      The Indian Plum was then in full flower and the Alder catkins were a cloud of red-brown in the background. The raspberries and the loganberries had started to leaf and the rhubarb was poking out through the leaf mold. The gooseberries and black currents were leafed as well but the red currents were a bit behind. The apples didn't show any green but the pears had swollen flower buds.
       The late storm surges over the early March had thrown up an abundance of seaweed and also sucked up a lot of loose winter vegetation from the shore shrubs. This detritus had mixed together and harbored all the tiny denizens of the shore that feed the gulls and crows.
       The ground was like a wet sponge with all the rain and the moss was especially thick that year which gave a yellow-green luminosity to the canvas of Mother Nature as she lay supine in the sunlight.
      I saw the little red squirrel that day, scampering about and he  (or she ) allowed me to approach within 4 or 5 feet which is pretty good.  They are confidant and quick but I worried a lot because the eagles were hunting in earnest then for their growing fledglings.
      There was green, green,  green everywhere on Lotus Island  that day and since St Patrick is of the green it seems right. We hadn't diverted at that point from the green but the vibrant colors would always come in the next month. Even the daffodil blossoms were still in the anteroom then. The greens are as restful and holy as St. Patrick to me. I thought then I would toast the monk with a cup or two of Black Bush. Now I am too old for whiskey and will fall down.  Memories, Precious Memories, How They Linger.
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The Scion

3/12/2021

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The Scion is a precious plsnt shoot, or the precious offspring of a great family, both severed from their roots   and moved to grow  with new roots.
     Grafting a shoot of a fine plant specimen on a hardy rootstalk in order to propagate it widely or create a more hardy plant, or one with altered shape or size makes sense. It's been done for years and horticulture as we know it could not exist without grafting. Down deep however, it still seems to me a manipulation of Mother Nature. It's a bit hypocritical of me to say this because my garden is full of , like everyone else's,  grafted specimens.
       To classify such a shoot as a  "scion"  must come from a particular past when the possibly promising offspring of a great or wealthy family was grafted or lifted to a new setting. A successful take of the plant shoot would depend on the accurate matching of the cut surface of the cambium layer with that of the root stalk to which it was grafted,  required secure fixation for a period of time until union and the avoidance of contamination and dehydration at the graft site.
        This careful attention to detail was not practised by those charged with the grafting and transplanting to our country in the seventeen and eighteenth centuries, dispersing excess populations to this shore. It was a higgledy-piggledy mix and included both the pianist's and my family in the early eighteeen hundreds. There were no scions amongst them. Some survived, some didn't. There was no careful matching of the cambium layers and no organic union to rely on for them. There was no consideration of the right season to graft and the Atlantic storms were high. There were no tight wrappings at the graft site or waxing to avoid undue motion and dehydration. There were no measures taken to avoid contamination.
         Luck and pluck were the governing principles of that transplantation and grafting. We tend to forget how much we owe our forebears. They are a national treasure, warts and all. They never pretended to be scions but they were precious and brave.
     Someone in the family hopefully will be  the librarian and emerge to retain his story or her story. Then we will augment the knowledge of from whom we came, from where we came, and by what means we were grafted.
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American Prosody

3/9/2021

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An interesting contrast with our American friends is the ostensible passion they bestow on their city-states in song. Celebrating themselves and the cities in metrical dreaming. I can't imagine a Canadian rhapsodizing about Edmonton, Winnipeg or Ottawa or others. What is it about us, because we love our country, but tend to praise it with a faint damn most of the time, rather than the corny, evocative, efflorescence I am getting around to. Maybe we are just too prosaic. We sometimes , I think , wear our national heart off our sleeve.
     If it's "Down in New Orleans",  or " Meeting in St. Louis", or " Dreaming  in Galveston" , it seems to me Americans want to be somewhere they aren't.  If it's " Vagabond Shoes in New York"  or. "Flowers in the Hair in San Francisco" it seems to me they are looking for change of life style. They are not sure where they are going but they want to  know  " The Way to San Jose " without much idea of what they will do when they get there.
      Having said all that,  maybe we Canadians are a charmless bunch without finer feelings about our cities in song, or maybe it's just me that is charmless . Certainly the Irish and Scots are also full of musical blather about their bays and Islands and their songs are both evocative and passionate. Or, maybe we see our cities as not needing promotion, or it's the job of the Board of Trade and we are for " peace, order and good government." At least our constitution says so. We live in a country that has the largest land mass in the world and there is only 32 million or so, of us to manage it. We are blest with a life of cities that are safe and sound. Why would we continually brag about them when much of the world is enduring the conniptions they are enduring. It isn't kind to brag about your good luck. Maybe kindness is a substitute for charm.
       
          
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Ponce de Leon Syndrome or How is my telomerase level working out?

3/5/2021

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Ponce de Leon  (b 1471)  in his search for the Fountain of Eternal Youth discovered instead and mapped much of Florida. He never achieved the immortality he sought because at about fifty years of age  his search for the fountain was interrupted by a Seminole arrow.
        The recent genetic discoveries of telomere shortening in the aging process and the role of the enzyme, telomerase in reversing the cellular aging, in vitro,  has led to new speculation. Extending life with enzymatic treatment, or alternatively extending cellular health through a normal life span has been an engaging idea for some scientists. It has also piqued the interest of some entrepreneurs one of which it seems was the pioneer Ponce de Leon.
         We are more and more in pursuit of physical health and longevity which is somehow related to happiness. We seek freedom from illness and stress, and so we exercise without goals other than achieving or maintaining self-health. Now, emerging interest and emphasis will be, maintain your telomerase levels and prevent the shortening of your telomeres.
            Those of us that are long in the tooth of the health field were often beset by the perfectly fit,  { the worried well },  who wanted more, actually the most, and took our time from those who were ill who really needed us. When Oliver Wendell Holmes, a physician wrote "The Deacon's Masterpiece", a one horse shay he was really talking about his patient, like the shay,  a metaphor , that lived for a hundred years in pristine health and the fell apart all at once. As I understand it, a complete and expected  and necessary, systemic failure.
         Those many of my colleagues  in Victoria who volunteered freely to work in primitive surroundings for six month stints in Vanuato will recognize that The Fountain of Eternal Youth is a self indulgent fantasy of the affluent world. The scientist who tries to touch this star towards immortallity shouldn't say, " I am doing this because it can be done."  but say , " Why am I doing this? " This is a fundamental question in Medicine. It's undoubtedly  fascinating research, but why is it that technology always seems to drag ethics a long way  behind it ? 


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Coin collector

3/1/2021

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I'm trying to turn over a new leaf;  to coin an old phrase, because I am too embarrassed to go to the bank! I have in the past sequestered  loose coinage in Ziplock bags, my sock drawer, the basement work shelf , the photograph cupboard, the filing cabinet and between the sofa cushions. I fear a reputation of being a careless man, rather less than frugal, so I carefully phoned my banker to inquire if they would deign to relieve me of my now collected and tubed coins. Nickels, dimes, quarters, and pennies which I now learn are no longer currency.
        My wallet is not designed for currency. I don't have a man bag. I hated standing at a cash register while a good and faithful financial steward slowly counted out coins from his man bag or her purse. I agree coin passers are fulfilling a proper role but I have time anxiety and erroneously believe everyone else has too, so I avoid doling out small change and laboriously counting it at the cashiers station, imagining everyone behind me is fidgeting with annoyance. And without a man bag my pockets became distended with copious change and pants hung down erotically so I resorted finally to paper currency or credit cards and stowed the coinage at home dispersed in unlikely areas.
      Today my daughter took my coins to the bank. The coins have lost value because currency has devalued but it is my own fault. I have no one to blame but myself and my hang up about coin passing. My daughter asked if I had worked as a squeegie man on the street corner to acquire all those coins. I ignored her mirth!
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